i really mis my Dad! :(

haaay! Rainy Evening Everyone! I really miss my Father, Eventhough We were Not Close.. Kasi Lumaki kame kasama si Mama.. And my Father is always far From us, Hmm. it because he work at abroad,when I elementary, Before I didnt Understand that bakit kailangan pa Umalis ni papa, nagagalit ako, nag tatampo kasi graduation ko nung nursery, grade school ang also high school wala si papa a lot of tampo.. mama is always there for me., but when i am a lady, tska ko lang naiitindihan lahat na, all sacrifices ginawa ni papa para samen.. makapag aral sa college,maibigay lahat ng gusto namen mag kakapatid, Im a ate, three kame. hmm.Nagbakasyon si papa ng 2years, a lot of bondings.. lahat ng di namen nagawa before nagawa na namen, then one thing i really so tampo.. di sya umatend ng Capping ceremony ko,it because of interview going to canada, im so sad that time, akala ko pa naman makakatend na sya nga mga activities ko, di pala. then he promise to me, before sya umalis ulit nung april 2010 na, pag graduate ko ng college, uuwi dw talaga sya.. para maka attend. i hope so. :( then i know lahat ng sacrifice nya for me, and sa mga kapatid ko and also my mom especilay i know its really hard to both of them na di magkasama para lang sa good future namen..hmm hay!... a lot of Namis ko sya :( Kanina Tumawag sya, then he said na, "hello ate, kumusta ang studiest? Always be safe sa byahi sa duty ha.. Mag aral mabuti" :( aw. I really mis him :( But all i Have to do is to be a good daugher to him and mag aral ng mabuti masaya na sya. :(

I really mis him! :(