I don’t like elections. Every election seems disastrous to me. I know most of the elected persons really try to do their best for the benefit of the people and the area they are serving but most of the time, no matter how long they sit in their position, no matter how great deal of money they have spent already, I can’t still appreciate their so-called efforts.

Also, I have other reasons to dislike elections. I have tragic experiences every elections which I will forever carry in my life. Last presidential election (May 10), we went to the precint assigned to us early in the morning. I was feeling a bit uneasy because it was the first day of my monthly visit. If you are a girl, you’d understand that first day = dysmenorrhea, most of the time. There were too many people everywhere that you won’t be able to walk without beingsandwiched by them. It was the first automated election so everyone was still unaccustomed to how it works. As expected, there were long lines of people voting. We lined up, waiting for our turn, when suddenly, I felt dizzy. The abdominal pain seemed to be targeting at my psychological death. I wished I were dead than to continuously feel the pain. Abruptly, I passed out. I didn’t know what else happened after that but I could hear people calling out for help, I could feel them rushing around me, I could feel the sudden uproar of people. When I woke up, I was sitting on this chair, surrounded by people I didn’t know. I didn’t even know how I got there or who carried me. I was too disoriented to even bother. When we got home, I was still crying in agony. And then today, gee, people really need to remember good manners and right conduct. And there were so many campaign flyers scattered everywhere. Do you know how many trees were cut off to make those? :|

Finals

Finals na, pero kakaexam ko lng ng midterm kanina sa MS oo sunday nga pero my pasok ako para sa exam, hmp. 8am in the morning.. umalis ako ng bahay ng 6am para di malate, ill expect na madali yung exam, pero ng kamali ako.. ang hirap! sobra! :( pag labas ko palang ng room ng hihina na ko, halos lahat ng energy ko pakiramdam ko naibigay ko sa pag babasa ng mga question sa MS! it sooo hard! but i know, trials lang to sa lahat. di pa to ang katapusan alam ko, nasa kalahati palang ako, pero im always thank god kasi di padin ako bumabagsak. haaay. sana ngayon din, kung pag bibigyan ako ni lord :(

PS.

love sche.

Start the week right. Right. *rolls eyes* "HOSTAGE!"

My blog. My opinion. The rest don’t matter.

First, I am not ashamed of being a Filipino because I am not at least proud to be one to start with. So this doesn’t change a thing.

Second, I believe Mendoza was once a good person. People do fuck up sometimes. It just so happens that he got the worst of all fucked up times.

Third, policemen, what’s wrong with you? You could have just at leastestablished crowd control. Fail!

Fourth, media people, what the hell is wrong with you, too? The bus seemed like an ice cream vehicle where kids run off to just when they heard its jingle. Mas marami pa ‘yung mga usisero kesa sa mga nag-asikaso.

Fifth, palo-cover-palo-cover-palo-cover. Yay!

Sixth, newscasters, paulit ulit? Paulit ulit? Nonsense. Ang sarap i-mute ng tv.

Seventh, I believe there were a few good policemen in there. They just did not show up. Hooray for you guys!

Eighth, I know there are hi-tech gadgets like motion detectors. Instead of spending millions of money on PNP’s foods and drinks (yes, I am aware of this issue, are you?), they could have just used the money to upgrade and train.

Ninth, I have become a fan of that bus because, well, for obvious reason, it seemed unbreakable. Or was it because the policemen who tried breaking it were all just weak? Lol. But in my own thought, I kind of wished the tourists and the hostage taker just rode a G-Liner.

Tenth, I could have all my schoolworks done now if it weren’t for this.

Eleventh, late reaction? Even at times like this, Filipinos still can’t make it on time?

Twelfth, those people, they came here to enjoy, to have fun, because they believed our country was worth-seeing, worth the money they paid for the tickets, worth the trip, and worth their… time. Why do we always fail people who expect so much from us?

Thirteenth, rigor mortis.

Fifteenth, yay! Philippines got famous in twelve hours. We didn’t know it’s as easy as that until now.

Sixteenth, I still believe Counterstrike should be a part of the policemen’s training.

Seventeenth, I blame this on media for airing everything live. They could have just hold/delayed the news for a few minutes so the hostage taker would not have an idea of what people were up to outside the bus. Uso ang tv sa bus. If that bus had a television, the whole world, including the hostage taker, could watch and see what was happening outside the bus. Mendoza could have also called someone from the outside and asked about what was being aired on tv.

Eighteenth, people, criminals or not, accomplices or not, a brother of a criminal or not, should be respected and not be treated like an animal.

Nineteenth, I wish this would not drastically affect the Philippines because we are still down there. Hindi pa nga naaayos yung mga nasira ng dating administrashon, panibagong problema na naman. Bakit ba lagi na lang minamalas ang Pilipinas?

Twentieth, my Pinsan said that if it were Jackie Chan who handled the tragedy today, it would have been done and resolved in just 5 minutes, even without the use of guns. I did hope superheroes really exist today, too.

I should stop typing now because I know that whatever I put in here won’t change a thing. The damage has been done and I know I will wake up tomorrow seeing how much it affected the whole country.

And for Pete’s sake, the hostage taker is now dead. I am not that Mendoza. The rest of the Filipinos are not him. Please do not ban us from entering your country. :(

i pray for the souls of those who didn't make it. :((

NAIA airport♥

Aug 2, 2010 10pm in the evening I and my cousin`s and tita go to the airport susundoin kasi namin ung tito ko galing ng russia, my tita was excited to see her husband.. and also her 3 children. 11pm atlast nakarating din kami, wala kasi trafic. Then I and my cousiin Lee, we take a picture. lol. like that.



There a few pictures from NAIA.. hehehe. me and my cousin.

a lot of people was excited to see her family, relatives.. girlfriend/ boyfriend, and also my tita was excited to see her love one. Bigla ko tuloy naalala si papa.. nakakamis.. nakakaexcite na kakalungkot. a lot emotion.. this is a few picture from different people waiting a family..
bigla ko tuloy namis si papa. Ung mga time na dapat susudoin namen sya.haaay.

Anway after a 30 mins, my tito was there! Hug much, Super happy that time.
After that we go to the maxx for our breakfast. its a 12am in the morning.nakauwi na kame siguro pass 2am na ng morning..

thats all!

Share! :)

i really mis my Dad! :(

haaay! Rainy Evening Everyone! I really miss my Father, Eventhough We were Not Close.. Kasi Lumaki kame kasama si Mama.. And my Father is always far From us, Hmm. it because he work at abroad,when I elementary, Before I didnt Understand that bakit kailangan pa Umalis ni papa, nagagalit ako, nag tatampo kasi graduation ko nung nursery, grade school ang also high school wala si papa a lot of tampo.. mama is always there for me., but when i am a lady, tska ko lang naiitindihan lahat na, all sacrifices ginawa ni papa para samen.. makapag aral sa college,maibigay lahat ng gusto namen mag kakapatid, Im a ate, three kame. hmm.Nagbakasyon si papa ng 2years, a lot of bondings.. lahat ng di namen nagawa before nagawa na namen, then one thing i really so tampo.. di sya umatend ng Capping ceremony ko,it because of interview going to canada, im so sad that time, akala ko pa naman makakatend na sya nga mga activities ko, di pala. then he promise to me, before sya umalis ulit nung april 2010 na, pag graduate ko ng college, uuwi dw talaga sya.. para maka attend. i hope so. :( then i know lahat ng sacrifice nya for me, and sa mga kapatid ko and also my mom especilay i know its really hard to both of them na di magkasama para lang sa good future namen..hmm hay!... a lot of Namis ko sya :( Kanina Tumawag sya, then he said na, "hello ate, kumusta ang studiest? Always be safe sa byahi sa duty ha.. Mag aral mabuti" :( aw. I really mis him :( But all i Have to do is to be a good daugher to him and mag aral ng mabuti masaya na sya. :(

I really mis him! :(

GYM..

hello! A exhausted Day for me. haaay! I go to the Gym with friend Chibi,and also with her high school frends, we started to break our Tummy fats hehehe..its really hard! but according to my friend, di naman daw ako mataba, but! i can feel na anlaki na ng Tummy fats ko Oh no!.. Ohh myy. hehehe.. its not easily to do it,at the same time, im a first timer,kaya a lot of pain.hahaha.for 3 hours! a lot of sweat na lumabas saken.hehehe.(gross) but its okey, its worth it.and now, i started to diet, 1cup or 1/2cup of a rice a day,i mean in 3x a day, Kaya ko kaya?hehehe.i hope so..

If it feels good do it, right? besides, we`re in love.

Sex its easy to get anytime with whomever,no commitment and no responsibility. its on billboards, and tv, in magazines and movies. advertisers use it to sell us their goods. its in the music we listen to, and floods the internet. sex is suggested by the style of dress. its been used to destroy the innocence of the children and has made a mess of way too many lives.but sex has come a long way from God, original design that right, sex was designed by God he created men and women different physically for the purpose of sexual intimancy although one purpose for the sexual relationship is for bringing children into the world god also planned for sex to be pleasurable.everything that god created has purpose, but it also has order. God design for sex, then must be enjoyed within the boundaries of the marriage, love, and lifetime commitment.outside of marriage sex destroy self-worth. Those who use it as currency to buy things they want emotionally, physically end up bankrupt couples especially Student couple who choose not to wait until marriage bring the weight of guilt, loss of respect and mistrust into their relationship.Sex is lot of consequences like heartache of unexpected pregnancies, abortion.Those who wait until marriage not only avoid the dangers of premarital sex, they also set themselves up for a lifetime of discovery, satisfaction, and fulfillment within marital love, and that something worth waiting for.